thoughtless

would you believe me if I say
that not even the stars can take me away
to the distance that I feel
vertically without a heel.

to all the music in my heart
that you breathe a start
where solace and wishes do come true
in my visions of the jasmine blue.

the time of senses that has past
the reasons of logic that never last
the theater that the world provides
the thoughtless day and the sinful night.

Wishing forever to be told
that this sense can never hold
the vision of a past so blue.
trivial thoughts that were never true.

but never forever does one hold ones peace.
the wishes of the present
the passes of the meek
the true words that this speech denies.
the lies of this time that get me by.

in these couplets i wish to say
hello and have a wonderful day.
pray for me thought but I am bold
there are visions to be foretold.

changes to bring
hearts to break
but a sense of start I will take.
trying the trick with a thought so pure.
I can only say what I was once more.

dreaming about the jasmine blue.
forever bold but never true.

a start is a loss without a finish.

Products of a sleepless mind

I do not dream of infinity as my world is yet not charted
I do not care for sleep for reasons are too far apart
I blame myself for failures as no 1 else matters
For in the sins we try to live to understand and believe

I do not have cruel intentions but my subconscious has a mind of its own
I blame the sun for bringing light but not brightening my day
Trust is but a line all of us have to cross
Musings of a time when everything was divine

Trading the present is never a good idea for the past will always haunt you
And the reason most of all I loose time is because I wait.

...

to  be but competition ...

hmm

why have a heart of gold
when only coal attracts you
 why should i have love in my eyes
 when a shallow smile distracts you.

 why should i care for your sins
when all you do is point out mine
 why should i know all your thoughts
 when even a single one of mine escapes you.

 why should i try to be so bold
when you see nothing but a trend
why should i care for you
 when i am just a friend

 clouds of the future never last
 when the sun is but so near.
I would never have considered this labor lost
but frankly now, i dont give a damn my dear.

 when the visions of the past
 haunt those deep eyes
just remember one thing
i was there now its just a lie.

 believe in the sun its a better friend than time.