My Evil

What is it to be evil
to no despair.
To have a heart
that never cares

What is it to know
that you will never feel
another heart
beating or still.

to know the hurt
to cause, to be
 the blackness
forever free.

your death always cheered
your presence always feared
breathing wishing upon death
your live with no regret.

aimeras ton mal!

why so cold...

why so cold my love
did the night get to you?
will I see that smile
or will I have to buy it from you?

is it right to say
that the glint is hidden for the day?
or is it awaiting me
though I know I am far away.

sure my love I will speak to you no more
I will get you the coffee
its not a chore
No my love she is just a friend
how can I tell?
I never thought of her again.

Sure my love I do not lie
for you can look me in the eye
to a look that you will always see
that is trite for you and heaven for me

ahh  my love if its distance you seek
I will move away and closer as we speak.
but i promise i have never tried
to replace the apple of my eye

fine my love blood it is
as it drips I will forgive
all the thoughts that you seem to live

sorry my love but my beating heart.
fine but do not start
on how I cant give it to you again
for it is my only friend

now my love i cannot love
live in peace
for the stars above
for the reasons lost and your needs
I have no thoughts for your greed

goodbye my love ..

Another one for the rain

As I sit near my window
by the cold screen glare
I see myself staring back
at the world out there.

the lights and the sounds from beyond
describe a scene
where the actors are existent
but the strings are never seen.

Twinkling visions of humanity
on a skyline so bold
surrounded by the vastness
and crimes untold.

but it is still a peek
into this vibrant dream
for I always expect to open my eyes
and forget what I have seen.

thus as these drops fall
I keep this vision short
for I wish upon you a dream my friend
and a heart.

An inch

An inch too close
An inch too far
An inch to show
Where we are

A hairs breath to you
A mile to me
A smile to you
A isle to me

Aye my beautiful lass
What i see is beyond the truth
The lie of an inch
Never quite shows itself to you

But the burden is mine to bear
And all I can do is just stare
Across this barrier miles to distant
So close but so persistent

Now i return to these tasks mundane
Driving me slowly insane
The times that where I survive
Taxing my heart and my brain

my time!

for in the future we have visions of the past

as nothing is still and nothing will last

for the now is never enough

fleeting forever from our touch.

As we move through the tides of time 

we always wish to forget our crimes

those random acts of life

that give us so much strife.

but as hope glimmers in the wind 

as we always believe what could be 

never a closer star was wished upon. 

to see a new reality of me.

selfish yes I have become

to control the tides of time

for power and curiosity 

have been my crimes.

one more step one more wound

in the sands of time

believe me my friend 

it is but a way to your  forever after.

still chasing reality!  

Time

Time is what it needs to be
never too fast
never too free

For in the vision of the future
there is no reason for the loss of me.

Up in this empty lot
thoughts are in mutiny
for ever in these thoughts
is a saying of it to me

divinity is a reason
but for love needn't be
the worship of a one
is never more than thee.

I pay for a wisdom
a cigarette or two
for the price of vision
is more than me and you

time is still existing
never to stop or stay
time is never listing
why it never says

"wait for me once
for I will return to thee.
just another vision
of the world you want to see."

There will be a me that you will like
but till then
I wish you good night.


Carpe Diem!

To see a smile

To see a smile
on someone you can never feel
To see a curve
on a face that will never heal

To see a dream
of something that will never be.
To know the lie
and live that is just me.

Do we know the truth
I can never say.
But the world could stop
for just another day.

another wish
another lie
but we will see
for reason is a bitch
that will never be

Aah the curse
of thoughts so true
forever in a being
that was never you

sent from a time
when visions were gold
I am to
forbid myself from being so bold.

but still I see now of a smile so true.
on a street on a girl where the sky will never stop being blue.

cheers!

The power over me

So the power it has
as it has ever been
like it has before
always it shall seem

for the power is never lost
for the power is never seen
like it has before
always it shall seem

know whats to behold
know whats to redeem
like it has before
always it shall seem

to envision its distance
would be an epiphany
like it has before
always it shall seem

the favors lost on people
forever lost in the way
the people who crave
nothing but the hours of the day

for in the tides of time
we measure our worth
for in the treasures of the present
to we give up our birth

trust me for in this power
one holds so true
leave the hearts behind
leave the soul so blue

but this power
as holy as old
works on but me
never to be told

for in the visions of the future
for the past so true
I know what is behind me
I know what to do

but these wisps
lost in skies so bold
looking up one tries
to manage a foothold

Please me now time
for I will tame you
for i am tired
to do nothing but blame you

so tired is this hand
for the words to stop to hold
but to regret none
and to forget the fold

now to move on
to a vision anew
you may stop me
but here is to stopping you!